Time to move on?

Dickey, how can i move on?

I was in my bf's car in this morning, we were going to jog around the lake. I was looking at the blue sky from the car~ the weather was so nice today, but no rainbow bcoz no rain. Suddenly, I was thinking about you and my tear nearly come out again. I missed you, i wanted to big shout, i wanted to cry loudly. my feeling was so bad, my mood was so down. I want to feel your warm again. I was thinking, were you in the sky? If yes, what were you doing? If yes, I wanted fly to the sky and see you, let me see you again. I want to know the truth, will it happen? Where we actually go after we leave from this world? Can we meet each others again? The sky is so huge and we are just little things, is that possible to meet you again? I LOve you~ always always always in my heart. My Dickey, My lovely Dickey... i want to hug you now..