Wednesday, March 11, 2009

35 days


This is 35 days already, I said "goodnight" to you 35 days ago. Today, your face has been coming up to my mind many many times again. Why I haven't been see you for so long in my dream? Have you forgotten your elder sis.? Come to see me tonight plz.

I was crying in the shower, I miss you so much. My heart feels really deeply painful. Once I think about that I have no any method to see you again now and my heart just feels terrible.

My Dickey, you know what? these couple days, I suddenly found out somthing... actually, we both gave the "marks" to each other and those marks were both from acidents! I felt sorry that I dropped the hot dish on your body when we both were still young..^^ and left you a mark on your body. I guess, it was the most painful in your life. Sorry to gave you that big pain!

When you fighted with Lucky over than 10 yrs ago. I tried to seprate you both by my hands, you careless to gave me a bite mark.. Don't worry! I know you were just want to bite Lucky and not me. I know.. I love this mark, at least I could feel and touch it when I miss you now. I feel scared, I worried this mark will not stay on my arms until I die. You should bite harder at that moment. Then I don't need to worry the mark will gone.

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