To my dear Dickey

My Dickey,

I met you when I was 11 yrs old, now I am turn to 27. I am not tough enough to accept you left, I feel so weak. I cried again just then~ when will my tears stop? Times doesn't help much to relief my painful. My heart is going to break soon.

I know you were just a part in my life~ At least I had study, friends, hobbies. For you- me, dad and mum were all in your life! How much of time did we spend with you? NOT MUCH! NOT ENOUGHT! How much of the time did you stay at home with Lucky and Mic? I HATE MYSELF! I REALLY HATE MYSELF NOW! I could do much much better if you come back to me now.

Seriously, this is the first time that I feel that much regret. I love you. I love you. I love you so much. Come back to us, please. I want the time back to before, but I can't change anything now. Sorry, Dickey. Forgive my selfish. Forgive me. Your life could be much better, much brighter if I spent more more time with you when you were there. I didn't do my best! I DIDn't!!!

Come back sleep with me, swim with me, run with me. Let me pat you, cuddle you, kiss you agian. Do I have to wait until one day I pass thought the Rainbow bridge?

Last night I couldn't see you in my dream, where have you been? Don't forget me, jump into my dream everynight, please. It's the only way that I can touch you, feel you....

I love you, I really love you... I want have a big cuddle and sleep with you now. Goodnight~ hope see you in the dream tonight.

Your elder sister