再見,多謝你陪伴我們16年~Dickey 9/2/09
Dickey Chan- 陳迪奇聽日我哋真係要同你講Bye Bye,每次我地出街都會同你講"Dickey~Bye Bye", 但係今次唔同亦無勇氣去講.'老人家'你倦了! 由聽日開始你可以好舒服咁瞓,唔使再比Mummy部CD 機噪醒^^原來人到o左絕望真係會唸埋d無謂野,如果我嫁比Dickey可以救返佢.我真係會架.
ByeBye~thx for everthing in past 16 years
Dickey Chan~ We really have to say "Bye Bye" tomorrow. Everytime we should say byebye to you before we go out, but this time is different and I have no brave to say it to you. "my old man" you should feel very tired! You will have a nice sleep start from tomorrow, and never wake up by Mummy's CD player in every morning ^^ Now I totally understand if people feel hopeless then they might imagaine some stupid thing. If I marry to you that could save your life. I would say, "I do. Dickey. My dear Dickey"
再聽不見你的聲音,懷念你發怒的樣子7/2/09
對唔住,辛苦了你.你真係好叻仔!由朝早6點,医生打電話比我同我講你開始有肺漬水.你足足等了9個鐘,我知道這段時間你不會好受.但我堅持咁同医生講要等埋Daddy返香港去見你,我相信如果你識講野.你自已都會咁同医生講^^當見到你的時候,你喘氣嘅聲音好大.知道你好努力.多謝你~整個過程好快,見到你好舒服咁馒馒瞓着.心好痛,好痛..好唔捨得你.一家人也為你離開呢個屋企以流淚,我地永遠也記住你是這家的一份子.
I can never listen to your voice, miss your anger face
Sorry, I knew you were feeling so sick. You are such a smart boy! Doctor called me in this morning 6 am. She explained to me about your body condition in really bad and started have a "water lung". you had been waiting for 9 hours. I know you should feeling really bad in those hours. Sorry again, I didn't listen to the doctor to let you go earlier. We wanted to wait Daddy come back to Hong Kong and see you one more time. I believe you would say that to doctor as well if you could speak. Once I got there and saw you. Your beathing was sounds so diffcuilt, you tried your best. Thank you. The whole process was so fast, I was watching you fell to sleep. Very pearceful. My heart was broken, painful~Very pain. I didn't want you leave. The whole family cried because of you leave. We will never forget that you were one of the members in our family.
今天Dicky回家了9/2/09
昨日係我同mummy最後一次摸Dickey,從未感受過他的身體如此冰冷.沒有體温,令我真正感受到他的離去.火化後,接到他的骨灰.感覺有點奇怪.心中想,"點解咁輕?生命原來真係咁"抱住那個盒子在的士裹面,令我回想上一個星期才抱住他撘過的士.現在只能帶回他的骨灰一起回家.
Dickey back home today
Yesterday, I with mummy had a last touched with Dickey, it was the first time that I felt his body with that cold tempeture. It made me understand he really left from us. After "burnt", I held his box. I felt werid. I was thinking, "why it's so light? life just like that?" I was holding the the box of him. It remined myself, I was just holding him on my lap in the taxi last week. Now, I only could brought his "born powder" and back home.
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